AMAZING

Gue ngetik ini di kantor, wakakakakak, dengan resiko kebaca ma temen, ah whatever lah, emang gue pikirin? kadang2 gue ga habis pikir kenapa org harus sibuk ngurusin urusan org lain, ngerasa dirinya udah perfect padahal sendirinya penuh kekurangan. Sambil ngedengerin Jason Mraz featuring Colbie Caillat - Lucky, lumayan ngilangis stress yang udah ngebikin pala gue makin membotak huehehehehe.

Gue bener2 bingung dengan kegalauan hati gue, gue beneran sayang ma Tirta, but somehow gue juga ga bisa berbuat banyak atas hubungan gajebo ini. Kadang gue ngerasa kok kayaknya he's too perfect for me, terlalu lebih lah, emang siapa gue? Kadang gue ngerasa gue harus memastikan keseriusan hubungan ini, tapi apakah gue sendiri mau serius menjalaninya? sedang gue ajah nanggung gay-nya, parahhhhhh.

Gimana kalo dia juga serius, trus mau kita berdua menjalani kehidupan gay yg biasanya? Wewwww, gue ga yakin gue siap, I love him, I do care for him, sayang banget malah, but have sex with him is never exist in any wildest fantasies I ever imagine.

GOD, if you give me this feeling towards men, at least kill the confusing minds in my head, I really don't like feeling like in the middle of nowhere when I know that me and him could be more than just amazing (>.<)


It's like a storm against the window
Follow me around just like a shadow
I'll swim a never-ending ocean
Until you bring back your devotion

It's like I live a thousand lifetimes
Still looking for the one that feels right
See, moving on just isn't working
You lit the fire that I'm burning

I guess I'm holding on to my faith
A solid hope I'm heading your way
And crawling over is so tempting
We could be more than just amazing

And all I can do is protect it
A life for the sake of my pride
While all the others had me thinking
We could be more than just amazing

I couldn't see it
I must have believed a lie
If I admit it would you let me make it right
Is it all gone

We could be more than just amazing
And all I can do is protect it
A life for the sake of my pride
And all the others had me thinking
We could be more than just amazing

And all I can do is protect it
A life for the sake of my pride
While all the others had me thinking
straight to the point of what I'm feeling
Oh we could be more than just amazing

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